Hello 2012

It's been a long year in 2011, so it seems.

That 365 days were moments of ups and downs.

We go through, we learn, we become stronger.

Mistakes I have made, routes I have chosen, words that I have spoken, I can't turn back the time to change anything.

Life goes on.

I wont't be blogging here anymore.

Cheers to a new year and to continue on this life's journey.

God bless!

Inconsolable

This is it?

Okay?

You're Okay
We're Okay
But I may not be Okay.

Kinda like this quote my friend shared.

In emo times like now, quite amazing I can still do a brief smile over this.

50 50

What are your chances in this life? Is either this, or that?

To walk this journey in life we all have all kinds of expectations. From your family, your lover, your friends, yourself.

If you just want to be happy, living day by day with no worries, that's short term.

Then again people say you got to look far ahead and plan for the future and to prepare for what is to come.

Then again that's like being so fearful of things to avoid risks and then will you truly be happy?

Life is short, you can just die tomorrow.

So what are you doing today so you will die tomorrow with no regrets?

Chapter after chapter

You begin your chapter called life when you first open your eyes into this world.

The stories you have written for yourself base on your choices, decisions that can lead to moments of learning, opportunities, mistakes, or regrets.

We can't look back, only forward, to begin another chapter when one closes.

Things come, things go...

But one thing for sure, life goes on.

And to go on, takes faith, patience, believe, determination, persistence and courage.

Through this learning journey in life, He never gives up so don't you do so too cause He is always reaching out His hand just that sometimes we just choose to stand on our own feet.

Man cannot hit on the right time to act:
There is an appointed time for everything, and a time for every affair under the heavens. -Ecclesiastes 3:1

Overwhelming Feelings

Overwhelmed by negative feelings...

WHY THE FUCK AM I STILL HERE!?

Why am I holding on?

Why?

Stayed strong, determined to see through this but I am getting so tired and to the point of raising the white flag..yet again..

:(

I Am Who I Am

Don't change me.
Don't wanna try being someone I am not..
I can change to be someone I am not
But it is not who I am
Just wanna be me.